Despite a eventless weekend besides a witch trial on the strip in las vegas las friday that ended in violent diarreah from too much water it still feels like a monday. nothing is happening or culminating, the buzz is probably all hushed from the quiet storm i should start when i again take a decent shower after weeks of homelesness...until then the minutes on the clock slug off in the midday sun of henderson nevada, the baristas behind the counter at starbucks seem zombie like and reaching for distraction that i usually provide. i realized i provide this distraction on a walk to the mall from the freeway and reaffirmed that Federal$Money is the only thing that has kept me from starving to death. Meanwhile the working classes zooms by on the street only to interact with the government during tax season. and coming into a cafe where i might be plugged only to gawk and peck like hungry kittens to a tit...offering judgment and not a couch.
Ranting into my ipod i took a detour into Sunset casino and asked myself what they call it when your family abandons you because they dont like who your fucking...Its called treason eventually and gave a nod towards SF drag queen hecklina who is down in Mexico right now to take that betrayal and invest in another part of the world where they havent been outcasted like second class slaves. Personally I alarmed myself to that i really should get a passport now before the United States becomes a elderly home that supports its industrial workers and of course the minorities that swim over the rio grande to gain federal benefis of which i am only eligible to gain flab from too much food stamp bread from Alberstons..Oh the possibilities of coming out of the closet and leaving your family with a lifelong experience in career only to invest that in another part of the world.
No room for sexual deviants in your home? Then build a drag chest in Dubai, England, Canada, or even Africa...why invest your future in a country that flags inequality? Why live in sin and insult amongst those who abandoned you, bullied you, and made you feel like shit? Dont commit suicidde commit treason and find your lil place in the sun, and invite me over i dont see doing shifts at fast food restaurants in the future.
Anyway back in slave land you can see me Picking at ash trays like a homeless addict as i ask myself why id ever be included in anyone elses chit chat when they offer JUDGEMENT over a couch anyday and realized that freedom from the perpetual pecking of the public is a 3g Wireless connection and a dark studio on the east coast.
I have decided to plan a round trip ticket to florida this spring. I have no contacts and nothing to lose over here besides finding out what SAN really means and of course getting out of the immigrant minority line that south americas surge is.
What is it like to live near the Capitol of the "Best country in the world" ...Washington D.C.? Hmm,..drug abuse..suicides...teenage pregnancy...poverty..old homeless zombies...poor...but of course im not mentioning the Motel that ill be taking that shower at...im mentioning the Leaders of the Free World. HA! Ill be down in florida still On Your Side airing my diseased crotch with breezes from the Caribbean...for the cold nights here in Nevada havent bitten sleeping in a abandoned lot near the grand canyon..
Ranting into my ipod i took a detour into Sunset casino and asked myself what they call it when your family abandons you because they dont like who your fucking...Its called treason eventually and gave a nod towards SF drag queen hecklina who is down in Mexico right now to take that betrayal and invest in another part of the world where they havent been outcasted like second class slaves. Personally I alarmed myself to that i really should get a passport now before the United States becomes a elderly home that supports its industrial workers and of course the minorities that swim over the rio grande to gain federal benefis of which i am only eligible to gain flab from too much food stamp bread from Alberstons..Oh the possibilities of coming out of the closet and leaving your family with a lifelong experience in career only to invest that in another part of the world.
No room for sexual deviants in your home? Then build a drag chest in Dubai, England, Canada, or even Africa...why invest your future in a country that flags inequality? Why live in sin and insult amongst those who abandoned you, bullied you, and made you feel like shit? Dont commit suicidde commit treason and find your lil place in the sun, and invite me over i dont see doing shifts at fast food restaurants in the future.
Anyway back in slave land you can see me Picking at ash trays like a homeless addict as i ask myself why id ever be included in anyone elses chit chat when they offer JUDGEMENT over a couch anyday and realized that freedom from the perpetual pecking of the public is a 3g Wireless connection and a dark studio on the east coast.
I have decided to plan a round trip ticket to florida this spring. I have no contacts and nothing to lose over here besides finding out what SAN really means and of course getting out of the immigrant minority line that south americas surge is.
What is it like to live near the Capitol of the "Best country in the world" ...Washington D.C.? Hmm,..drug abuse..suicides...teenage pregnancy...poverty..old homeless zombies...poor...but of course im not mentioning the Motel that ill be taking that shower at...im mentioning the Leaders of the Free World. HA! Ill be down in florida still On Your Side airing my diseased crotch with breezes from the Caribbean...for the cold nights here in Nevada havent bitten sleeping in a abandoned lot near the grand canyon..
Last night was another sunday night where everyone in the country fattens up on the couch watching tv and in mass zombie unison stare at the tv...i was on the streets in the cold and sensed this as the clocked jumped from 6 to 9pm in a high jacked bus ride to Barnes and Noble. The morning came slow at i awakend at 4am in my sleeping back and realized they had reched from plan Z...everyone just go HOME...
I dont know if the gay guys on the hook up site could get any uglier personally.
.Im sure they could..there used to be an urban myth where ugly people didnt get HIV becaues no one wants to fuck them and that confirms why i havent had a positive test result after years of ugly hookups with losers who would bitch about giving me some money for the bus and then go and rig traffic like a fucking rape whistle stating the obvious. Everywhere i go some bastard lets themselves in and toots away mundane facts for the inclusion of everyone in the room... i refuse to be your self esteem.
At the burning on Friday my bladder was about to explode standing next to old ladies, chilren and cops, and i realized that if i was so kosher theyd be pissing their pants too...alas no one pissed off the fire and i went on to rage about how useless their attention is and how im better alone by myself regardless of the smothering crowd who would suck the air out of my lungs if it was available though i would just sell it instead..$$$
.Im sure they could..there used to be an urban myth where ugly people didnt get HIV becaues no one wants to fuck them and that confirms why i havent had a positive test result after years of ugly hookups with losers who would bitch about giving me some money for the bus and then go and rig traffic like a fucking rape whistle stating the obvious. Everywhere i go some bastard lets themselves in and toots away mundane facts for the inclusion of everyone in the room... i refuse to be your self esteem.
At the burning on Friday my bladder was about to explode standing next to old ladies, chilren and cops, and i realized that if i was so kosher theyd be pissing their pants too...alas no one pissed off the fire and i went on to rage about how useless their attention is and how im better alone by myself regardless of the smothering crowd who would suck the air out of my lungs if it was available though i would just sell it instead..$$$
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