What do hobos think when it starts to rain?  

The pee smell will probably  go away...

But its true what they say about the socal area...  it never rains... 

anyway ive been hanging out by LAX for some time now with plans of enrolling in college eventually or sneaking on a plane for florida... 

the east coast probably cant compete with high rent prices of la..with all the hype and the celebrity...maybe find a corn field with  a dirty trailer to live in with a WIFI connection and a space heater... Dreams...

The social scene is exactly that..with the public feeling the hype to somehow get in on it ...id encourage the show if there was somekind of compensation....
i dont go to gay bars anymore... if im not in the mood to dance...
dance!
drink...
i actually remember $40 bar tabs at that dump in fresno De Ha Loo....or whatever

i publiclly proclaim to have burned any gay flag for the enablement of social eruptions...and bias thinking...amongst strangers...

trash...

so that leaves me and the moon,,,,and we all know where that lives...
the constant stalking remains...and the lack of hospitality is insulting.

give me housing or give me death...
everything else is just sort of going to perculate down to a fucked drunk pyscho snitch hole...& hold...
regardless of when i get my first job i know im going straight to the motels....
as i did with federal education funds that sent me to extreme distant learning in college...that was basically day care..and night.

A LIFETIME OF SEXUAL QUICKY EXPERIENCES


is there a time limit to fuck before you get AIDS? isnt that what the single 4 minutes was about? i mean how much jiz do u need to absorb through your  holes before it makes its way into the bloodstream with all the fat, alcohol, and immunizations? must be like gallons....


ive at most spent an hour with someone ill never see again,,,,never talk to again,,,or even know their whererabouts...


anyway thats what im really concerned about..not that ive been used or abondoned but i know that type of behavior will leave the public something to pek at regardless if they know me or not...something that i regret the most about not fading into a cornfield of success and fulfillment but now being the lynch pin in some bodies civil war that has left me broke, homelss and horribly bitter...


say goodbye to not knowing when the truth in my whole life begins".... Madonna ill remember...

The eventual slaughter of a generation is something that is becoming evident.
Today a Dior makeup saleswhore in Macys Manhattan Village ignored me.
It was in resentment towards the fact that her children are waiting for her to die to take her place..

THE EVENTUAL SLAUGHTER.

i am more than qualififed to work. make money and pay rent ,,,regardless of who is going to share my bed...

beside a dog.

begin the desperate dog eat dog struggle that counts all the shares...ON FACEBOOK...

instead of what your family has...what god will keep in your penned chicken farms...

for now...
count the shares of the dwindling population...
the pell grant for college students this fall..
the sips of alcohol..


count on that....

Another day without having a private thought to myself.

My daily train ride from long beach to manhattan continues to amuse the passengers with my own
private thoughts echoed in some kind of annoying sync over the speakers or some shit...
sounds like a jacked up wifi network that probably is worth millions...


you think pocahantous was running barefoot around the midwest with a cell phone jammed up her pussy a hundred  years ago? Sleeping in a Tee Pee with a computer
while the birds nested in her brains try to connect to WIFI?


No, its those silicon valley assholes who aim their social project weapon at me and it IS 
for sale!

Well, im homeless, and the technology is useless to me....
Im going to sell it and buy some land and a trailer in Oklahoma

Maybe then the voices will no longer be audible when nothing is left at stake and no one can invest in product revenues 
and the nearest gay parade is back in hell with those tech geeks trying to blow whistles in peoples ears...

Test, tell me what you really know...

id like a can of beer i stole from ralphs to vaporize a rock of crack in the alley while i masturbate
along with dirty cooks from Kamal Palace Indian Cuisine!

and thats how you get paper cuts...

i think im still in long beach..west of downtown with makes us aligned with mexico city below..
im at a starbucks cafe on the patio and there is a sea gull sqwalking on the roof comically..
i envision my homeless status and think of the celine dion video with a cackling sea gull near
....

i wonder what that would look like...

                        its stolen my baby!'

the vision of a drooling sea gull flying from roof to roof and entering through open windows and stealing small children
is as damaging as the nightmares i still have about running out my parents house before the police come...

its the only dream i have...its like my mind begins to worry before i wake...

oh i remember..

in the gallery in longbeach next to the thousand dollars bongs there was a sword...and i was holding a bundle
of gay propaganda and some water and i just dropped everything and then my knuckle was bleeding after i bent
over...usually when that happens my asshole is bleeding...

hmmm...whats better?

Love:  In the sea of superficiality and fuck at first sight connections...love isn't real. It will become real in a settlement with one self where there is a base that will allow a union to grow between you and a special someone. Enjoying things in common often leads to craving time spent together and can lead to marriage. Financial stability and equality is important of which usually can cause problems in long term togetherness because the supporter often he dependant partner. 

Career: Develop this profusely and ambitiously. With a thriving career you will be able to nest yourself in a general area
where meeting homosexual unicorns like u will allow the little things like going dutch on gas, and parking to fade into 
really enjoying the company of your work and financial support. Specialize a study field that you enjoy and that will impress a interviewer. Though the best way to support yourself is finding someone who will compensate you for your time also find support in friend or family.

Family: Your connections with the past are painful and scarred. Forget them and remove yourself to a greater place to be able
to savor relationships with positive and uplifting people. Blood family is no longer a forced chore and the holidays will be ignored for exotic vacation to different parts of earth. The people who await to be a part of your life will be carefully snipped and replaced that will become a fountain of fulfillment and support.

Marriage: Despite the blatant hate that dams your love life by the government not allowing everyone to wed legally you will find someone you truly enjoy the company through your nest egg of financial stability. Arriving in your early 30's leads to a mature battlefield in the sea of dating and should be enjoyed through fine dining, trips, and finding things in common to invest in such as furniture, real estate, and even music. Your partner will keep you company and will also enhance outings and living situations.

Finances: Finding someone to compensate you for your time and that will support your personal life is a lot like marriage and a relationship. Making that work in work is most important but should not cause grief so if your boss is someone you dread seeing on a daily basis then you should move on even if it means drifting for years homeless until the right company can 
compensate you for your time. You will find the greatest love for yourself in being able to take care of yourself and doing something you enjoy of which in good common sense find someone who can join you build a fabulous life together.

I support the right to bear arms.
Hungry bears support the right to bear arms..they're hungry.
and in the mountains...and urban jungle...

In a society with absolutely no privacy...
Radars zooming in on the tiniest mundane and embarassing details of your life...
Arming yourself is not a thing of the past...
Animals in nature and owls will never be able to order a pizza on their cell...
and forces of nature will never be controlled with a remote control...
It is not so suprising when a token of modern age a century theater gets slaughtered like a heard of 
yummy gazelles in a  jungle somewhere in africa?

God's doesnt car and is overweight....ate too many donuts and is worrying over the bank bail outs whether or not 
their interest fees will increase when they get auctioned to JoS A Bank...Japanese interest from Korea targeting
your personal belongings, cars, homes, loans, first born baby...

In an effort to mortgages and deplete american wealth to move in sexy geishas from korea...and indian
oil profits from car emissions who are buying banks and narrowing those loan rates to get you on the 
train and in the welfare office...

Next time your driving over the bay bridge in northern california...make a right at the Rincon Hill Tower 
and deliver a letter of foreclosure directly to the bank who let you drive that muffler mobile into the 
headquarters of your choice before they send a steroid freaked lesbian to steal the keys and board up your
house..from Repossession..

Bear arms but use them wisely.

My influence reaches much too far and i demand to be compensated for my exposure.

The Word: COMPENSATE sounds free but its not
COM- to share exchange information
PEN- a device to write with
SATE- to full fill a desire

boiled down it means to charge in exchange for something. 

Personal research and strolls into public place, stores, malls, clubs
influence consumer SPENDING of which pump in the millions  of dollars and i am left
as a blow up dolls rev-ed up and down the road to the amusement of people i dont know
anything about. 

Kim Kardashian get free cases of booze when she poses with a cup but i get asked to leave a Sephora
when the pear shaped ethnic nazi sales whore thinks im using too many Kleenex. Bullshit
I didnt ask you close your blown out pussy after three failed abortions did i?
Still trying to pay for them by uglying up the store picking on the "new girl"


Each breaths cost will you until the day you die...or until the day
i pull out my fillings with a plyer and hammer then fly to a foreign 
3rd world country and live in a cave with my private thoughts that 
are worth more to me than anything this sorry ass country has
ever given me!

My prescense serves the people..i cant be noticed in public...which reminds me of my influence on the public consumer.

Summer programming is getting better for you couch potato pigs who dont invite...
im at Starbucks eating donuts with a knife and fork watching the USA promo on
perezhilton.com VIA Nadya Ginsburg on Facebook.
Sigourney Weaver plays a political character in D.C. if attitudes
were as loose  and adult as a Vegas Casino...

ive seen ass grabbing, cowgirl penetration, public crowds and dancers
but WHERE ARE THE DRUGS?
Poliitical Animals seems great...

those Iranians...dirty people...ive been to Iraq...with the the Army..good tobacco
bad water, bad gas, bad housing, good scotch, 

fly straight to Dubai...the weather is great and lots of nice hotels...

im still watching...

taking Hostages in foreign countries goes straight to the D.C. on this show...

Ooh Scott Peterson appealled his death sentence. I remember reading the Fresno Bee
in High School about how attractive he was and nobody blurted out that he obviously
killed his wife because he tried the meth at Bam Bam's and would never look back!

for the record he tried the meth before me...and for the record i tried the alcohol in Germany first.

The singer from Garbage is Getting Death threats....

ATTTENTION UGLY PEOPLE!  
ITS SUMMER AND PARIS HILTON IS HOT....and prettier than u.

i guess shed like u know that was a hand picked bra... witch green.

Ive realized that aside from being extremely exposed to sexually transmitted diseases but also that on Youtube.com
there is wide world of underground tracks from electronica Dj's that ive collected from Avicci, Tiesto, Johnny Monsoon,
im beginning to search deeper again into the search engine of youtube.com for more tracks as i retardly gasped on the 
train last night feeling in a transitional period.. towards a job or apartment of course.

im going to spend more time in the gym..im starting to look iike mr burns in beverly hills walking in all broken to these clothing stores fakely smiling sucking up anything i can...i walk around like a cripple baseless with a scarf on my head phone in summer in awkard poses picking at things and look gangly and repulsize...

i dont intend on meeting anyone..Ever..all the potential outlets are flooded with prostitutes and chubs. Craigslist is..
um i think i just saw gregs cock again...No suprise i think they own it...
either way if i ever find a partner during my janitorial shifts and am living in a motel im sure i will be very happy
housing a 20 something call boy who pays rent while talking catty about things below us...

Some grocery stores have seperate Bakery departments..In African Congo which explains all the colored 
black people on the street the sun is just Vicious... I made up for a gross nauseaus attempt at buying
a cheese pastry today where this half dead senior citizen didnt know how to check it out...

i screamed

  " your too poor!!!and ran out with some cans of food"

and  then highjacked a plane at the Hawthorne airport and crashed it into my 54th floor Condo in the one rincon hill building because i lost my keys...

They are begging construction on the second iconic tower of that spot next to the bridge opening which
should encourage real estate sells deep within san francisco or fires...

Go Fires!

Ever been to compton california? The train station looks like LAX exploded or where the Sheriffs are going to sleep when they dont get my ticket money.. I owe them like $500 dollars from fines and instead of looking for work today i got distracted by kitty donuts and Facebook.  Thought next year i intend on flying to the east coast to get closer to the Federal Government that has more jurisdiction over the states that surround them of which are more civilized and can do something about lack of housing and jobs and of course is closer to England where i want to eventually relocate to...

Apparently the "beaches of los angeles were once farms about um 50 years ago..which explains all the black minorities"
who no long grow anything  but illegal drugs...there is a painting of a black woman whose hands looks so deformed as to wonder what animal
god was trying to turn her back into...

California and La especially "looks like Mexico made a run for it" north....Irma made a run for it about 50 years ago but i was no where near her vagina or conceived or i would have stuffed mangos in here carburetor to send the bitch back to Guadalawhothewatnow...'

They already tried to rape "dora the explorer but they found out she was a tranny boy/girl in it for a the loads of cum from the border brothers.."

Arriba Andale Andale! What most QUEENS say wanting a hot top i think..

Anyway about those buckets of cumm...