Doesnt seem anytime soon, at the mall i see people still buying crap...starbucks is still a highschool cafeteria but i am getting comfortable with sleeping outside...and i am  lot less stressed from when i used to do months at a dirty motel hearing ghosts through the walls seep into my thoughts and drive me crazy in my frustration to do something that will earn me something real like a wardrobe, a regualar drug habit or a muscly prostitute on rentboy.com. I dont see any of that happening before im thirty...and i can go north to escape the poverty of the minority masses but brave freezing winters in seattle or stay in la and find a nice cave where i can sleep in by the polluted pacific becaches of the west coast.
Las Vegas disgusted me.,.the streets are polluted and the homeless on the bus dont have any good drugs..the Casinos suck and i only have enough money to eat...i havent been to any gay clubs because i look like a drifter with a big ruck sack drifting from port to port...eating out the trash not really looking for friends...just waiting to move to la..
Any other major changes?
No, nothing exciting...im going to start working out again



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